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Saw mi carrying tt guy?
It was a bloody guy.
I really thought it was a girl in the first place la!
Really like this blogskin comparing to the previous lame blogskin.
Look at me.
So manly right?
That goes without saying!
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
30thDEC10'!
btp!
was it this date?
or was it de date before today?
time really flies and it has already been 2 years since de one of de lousiest days.
i really dun want anybody to see this and i hope nobody does.
2 years ago something tt i did made mi felt like a loser till today.
i noe tt breaking up with you was my choice.
a moment of impulse tt i really hope tt i can change.
even if god takes away a few years of my life i wouldnt mind.
just let mi get back to tt impulsive moment.
i swear i will definitely change wat i said and talk things out in a nicer manner.
and i definitely noe tt things will change for de better for sure.
whenever i thought back to tt moment i always thought.
nansheng you can just go eat shit.
throw yourself down your window.
whenever i see you anywhere de feelings just kept piling up.
is it just mi missing those times or mi still loving you?
up till now i always wanted to ask you.
if tt moment was given another chance and we both noe its de last chance.
would you stop mi from breaking up with you?
i noe this question will forever be just a question without answers.
since your boyfriend and you now are happy together i shouldnt even think about this.
he can give you more den i can and i am sure both of you look great together.
having said this really feels complicated.
mix feelings?
but i am sure you will be happier. :)
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 10:49 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Sunday, December 26, 2010
27thDEC10'!
btp!
yesterday's yesterday was christmas!
posting in de middle of de night.
which means it is now early in de morning of todays date!
went universal studio with victor junguo zhuangchen and leon.
did alot of stuff there!
whatever you cnt think of we did it! :D
photos and videos soon to be uploaded to facebook!
went shiok shiok steamboat at bugis after universal studios!
walked to clark quay and waited one and a half hours for de bus.
because of victor buying 2 bottles of mineral water!
hence when they went into cheers de bus came and leon and i cnt put them airplanes!
and we all agreed it was victor's fault! :D
i noe he wun see this!
went home and slept.
next they which was yesterday had work.
after work went to find weijie adel and leon at nti.
supposed to find wenjie and kenny but no time.
heard they having camp tmr.
should not be able to go nobodt told mi and only heard it last minute from kenny.
i really dunno why nobody tell mi.
i noe nobody's going to see this.
but i just dun understand why they didnt call mi to go for camp.
at least if you guys dun want mi to go you should just tell mi.
but why not even a single person tell mi until kenny and wenjie did?
if my efforts for contributing is not recognized or whatever den so be it.
if really happens tt anybody saw this and got offended just come to mi.
say it straight in my face tt you guys dun want mi to go for de camp.
or whatever lame reasons you all try to come up with just tell mi.
dun say tt i am working and dun want to disturb mi.
tts shit.
you guys will noe tt i will be able to come and take leave from my work if i want to.
and if you guys made any of de effort.
i noe tt wenjie and kenny have de heart to tell mi.
and i really dunno why de others didnt.
end of complain! :D
lols!
complain until forget where i stopped.
after nti went ride leon's bike for awhile!
de kick start was de hardest part :p
starting de bike and changing gear was still fine.
went weijie house there la liang la liang awhile!
talked and talked! :D
went had hokkien mee for supper and walked home with adel.
cleared up some long lost misunderstandings with him!
some other stuffs like some not worth mentioning pig owing ppl money.
just wish tt person faster gets back her money.
dun feel like detailing out de rest! :D
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 10:41 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Monday, December 20, 2010
20thDEC10'!
btp!
came here to complain again.
have been working at megastore at jp!
not a bad job though de pay is lousy.
feeling very off this days.
is it de ppl around mi or is it just mi?
so afraid of mi getting really a psychological problem.
thinking too much about too many irrelevant things and girls.
maybe more to de girls part?
afraid tt being alone is a curse now.
wat made mi felt this way?
bu zhi dao la!
let nature take its course!
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 6:20 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Thursday, December 09, 2010
9thDEC10'!
btp!
today went out with leon and lipchin to bukit merah.
lipchin lost his ezlink and go take back his ic from some motor shop.
leon going to buy wr!
still sticking to my kr!
maybe buying over leon's tzm?
not sure yet.
take license den say!
took and failed btt yesterday.
fcuk.
was it over confidence or careless mistakes?
dulan de la!
went queensway after tt to eat and look at tattoos!
bus and train back to jp.
leon found alot of his old videos and photos in my phone!
sending his memories to him.
lipchin confirmed tt he lost his ezlink when we went to interchange to ask for him.
he sad la!
den leon ask him pray.
went ji de chi and ate dessert.
fcuk de dessert there la!
green tea (flour) with red bean (mini stone) and mango (still acceptable).
completely no appetite to eat!
bus interchange called lipchin.
said found his ezlink!
den he happy la!
leon den ask whether he got pray anot den he say he did!
leon ask him whether want go church anot seriously and he said dun want.
he say he go bai dua bei gong.
leon keep complaining his face cao lao!
after seeing his face change so much and so fast within a year.
sending him his videos now.
so he intend to change for a better lifestyle!
so goes for mi here!
going to work at resort world as waiter.
need to find time to go back hilltop.
need to take bike and car license.
need to do so many things!
add oil add oil nansheng!
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 7:58 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Tuesday, December 07, 2010
7thDEC10'!
btp!
i need to persevere.
i fcuking feel like buy a packet of marlboro menthol and just smoke only.
fcuk.
tahan tahan!
anyway went to school in de afternoon!
met wenjie and kenny and their girlfriends.
i am always de toopif lightbulb.
hence i shall not go meet them anymore if they are with their girls.
bought starbucks from peiqi they all de i&e stall!
went canteen 3 there de benches there for blackshot!
de rest they all some studying some sleeping.
went and bought donuts from ray they all de i&e stall!
most of de time spent was blackshotting at canteen 3 benches.
went jp to find victor adrian junguo john and joshua chen!
he came back for 2 weeks for holidays.
going back malaysia and heading to new zealand soon.
we will miss you!
tmr going bbdc in de afternoon with leon for bike prac.
going back at night for btt!
scared will fail la!
need to revise here and there again.
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 6:56 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Monday, December 06, 2010
6thDEC10'!
btp!
firstly i would like to applause to those 2-faced hypocrites.
fcuk you all's mother hard hard.
you fakers always nvr thought of how you would hurt another party.
i am not de person tt got into this situation though.
just complaining for another person.
whatever the case is i always believe in karma.
i believe one day people of this species will fcuk themselves hard.
sis packet ramly burger and 2 seaweed chicken and sharkfin soup back!
yum yum!
ltr visiting ah ma if wenjie and kenny not starbuck-ing today.
wo hen xiang nian ah ma le!
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 12:10 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Saturday, December 04, 2010
4thDEC10'!
btp!
last night went wenjie house with kenny evelyn and of course wenjie.
blackshot awhile and played bolster fight!
kenny and i scissors paper stone.
loser gets hit by de other person's bolster on de head!
kenny hit fcuking hard la!
wenjie den joined in.
3 way scissor paper stone!
sometimes one person gets de beating and sometimes one person gets to hit both heads!
best game at his house!
morning awake and was pouring.
supposedly meeting sandra and co. to go sentosa for publicity things.
i admit i was late in waking up.
but i made de effort to chiong and waited in de shelter for de fcuking rain to stop.
was waiting kenny and wenjie.
intended to just tell them to meet mi at sentosa as they were late.
but de rain just kept getting bigger and bigger.
i really dun think anybody will read this.
but i just feel like complaining.
if anyone read this and is offended please directly come to mi.
my number is 81578148 and i dun like being a keyboard gangster.
i am saying it here and complaining because this is my blog.
continue with where i left off.
kenny and wenjie was done but de rain didnt stop.
eileen called and i explained de fcuking rain problem here with no sheltered pathway.
guess wat we got?
we admit tt we were late but wat we got was a simple "ok, dun need come already.".
what the fcuk is wrong with you?
we made de effort to wait for de rain to get smaller but it didnt.
we are suppose to meet and get things done right?
but what the fcuk are you all thinking?
since you guys dunno how to put yourselves into our position den where's de trust?
if you dun trust us, or maybe you guys dun trust mi, just frankly tell mi.
i would gladly and willingly fcuk off from wat you guys told mi to do and helped.
yes, again, i admit we were late.
we were on our way when de rain was de only obstacle.
saying mi like i am a guy without responsibility and lack of time management?
please.
if tt is what you people see mi like, i would like you to tell mi straight in my face.
not in some lame text saying in such sarcasm.
lols!
this whole part really can compile into compo le!
dun care though.
went eat wenjie intro de bak kut teh!
nice nice!
after tt starbucks.
la liang la liang until 4 plus and went home.
hungry again!
have to find food to fill up my empty stomach.
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 6:25 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
1stDEC10'!
btp!
went to school for sandra's i&e activity.
on de way to school saw her waiting for our bus!
she keeps complaining about publicity stuffs to do. :D
reached school and met coleen kenny wenjie and his girlfriend.
kenny bully coleen until like bastard like tt!
he took her hoodie part and suffocate her.
she really seem pain la!
helped zhenghou carried his girlfriend's i&e stuff.
was KOI and her cheese hotdog which her mama's company sponsored.
went sandra's i&e screening of RED!
good show!
headed to bbdc and had bike prac.
yesterday failed for my first ever bike lesson!
so today cleared it.
but de instructor taught mi 1.02's lesson le!
he was about to let mi take 1.03 but de last part i was still quite nervous.
didnt manage well enough and so he only passed my 1.01 lesson.
at de very very last part i dropped my bike!
was so embarrasing!
another class came in.
i was about to hit another guy and i didnt noe wat to do but zam break.
i zammed de front break and guess wat happened?
de bike immediately stopped and i couldnt handle de weight!
hence it dropped.
but i didnt noe why another girl which was in front of mi fell down with her bike!
maybe she saw handsome guy fell in front of her and was so distracted? :D
i noe i am not handsome at all la.
but still i dun get why she can fall when my bike didnt even touched her!
sayang sayang to her though.
tmr morning heading to bbdc again for 1.02!
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 7:10 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
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Boi Nan Sheng
M-18
Westwood Secondary, Ngeeann Poly, dismissed from Ngeeann Poly.
Electronic and Computer Engineering[ECE]
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