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Saw mi carrying tt guy?
It was a bloody guy.
I really thought it was a girl in the first place la!
Really like this blogskin comparing to the previous lame blogskin.
Look at me.
So manly right?
That goes without saying!
Saturday, February 26, 2011
27thFEB11'!
btp!
working this few days as usual.
suppose to go piano's house today with leon but he's down with fever.
early in de morning loan adel $300 for his layup bike!
he bought it for $1000 straight cash and his SP is at his house already!
he found another good SP deal at $1100 price negotiable.
feel like getting a layup bike too!
just tt need to convince any of my parents if not i might just hiong? :D
suddenly missed all my secondary school classmates!
a few were the ones tt really made my life worthwhile during my secondary school times.
those were the ones tt we knew each other since sec 1 till sec 4!
some only got to know them from sec 3 onwards but all of them were great.
i really want to get back with them as a clique again..
but ever since O levels when i neglected them.
ignored their messages.
ignored their miss calls.
all of those mistakes tt i didnt knew i would regret till today.
i shouldnt have done those lousy stuff at them.
i still remembered after Os we went to sentosa and had fun..
tt day i was in quite a good but at the same time troubled mood.
because i wasnt as comfortable with them as before.
before i drift further and further from them.
the last day we spent together as a whole group from friends was on my 17 birthday.
i still remembered vividly the last bus ride with them.
i was ignoring all of them and only talking with the girls.
was still together with my ex tt day.
i even remembered one of them telling mi "see? we help you celebrate your birthday lei!".
during tt time when he was telling mi tt i was thinking..
is he telling mi tt this will be our last day going out together?
or is he telling mi tt we still want you as part of our clique?
till now then i realise he was signaling mi "hey! you are still in our clique!".
but i got the wrong signal.
the wrong meaning.
ever since 18 of November 2008 i have never went out with them as a clique.
not being part of them anymore.
why?
because of my own nonsensical attitude.
my own stubborness of not trying to apologise.
even though i contacted one of them a year ago asking them out for dinner.
tt dinner was good.
we went for pool afterwards.
got home and played dota together.
i thought with this i can start getting back together with them again but no.
all of my regrets piled up making mi feel so lousy even till today.
they only treat mi as a hi-bye friend since tt dinner we had together.
clique?
its already too late for mi.
this 3 years gap of time answered all the impossible hopes for mi.
i dun blame them even if they dont regard mi as a friend anymore.
since i am the one tt neglected them in the first place.
the one tt chose to leave them from the clique.
i really dunno if any of you guys will read this.
but if it happens i just want to tell you guys that..
i am sorry.
handwritten @ 7:56 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
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Boi Nan Sheng
M-18
Westwood Secondary, Ngeeann Poly, dismissed from Ngeeann Poly.
Electronic and Computer Engineering[ECE]
Loves
His family,
His friends,
Everything that belongs to him.
Those that are true to me :D
Hates
People who fake themselves infront of me.
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