Saw mi carrying tt guy?
It was a bloody guy.
I really thought it was a girl in the first place la!
Really like this blogskin comparing to the previous lame blogskin.
Look at me.
So manly right?
That goes without saying!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
31stAUG10'!
btp! exams round the corner. stress is the only word in my dictionary la! just faster faster clear all of them and relieve all the shit out of mi. realized something very very demoralizing. i cnt sing at all la! was so bored i recorded my own 10 sec singing shitty voice. my voice is like some small kid with half-broken voice plus nose block and a spoilt cd player. how worst can anyone get further then my voice? no matter how low or high i go it still SUCKS. god..feeling so no-feel now. how am i suppose to kick this no-feel shit out of my life? maybe after exams? i dunno. being forced to drink soya bean by my papa. heard tt soya beans increase female hormones. i am already so skinny with no muscles and my singing sucks with exams coming. plus already being slow at everything and no sports achievement. going to turn 18 and still 45kg with all bones zero muscles. taking nicotine isnt helping but in fact the opposite. being single for so long with nobody to like and nobody likes and needs. how messed up can my life get? even airplanes cnt pretend to be a wishing star because i stay in the west. jurong has nothing but dirty air from jurong island flowing towards us. even the stars seem to to exist here. pretend tt airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars? cnt even find airplanes here how to pretend? pretence is just another word to make you feel better. i think i can run FML's company as president already. where will my life get to? if god ever gave mi a wish i would wish for another million wishes. depressing eh? for now just chiong for exams. after clearing all of them with the best from mi hope things gets better. abt time! ja-na!
handwritten @ 7:00 AM
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Profile Boi Nan Sheng
M-18
Westwood Secondary, Ngeeann Poly, dismissed from Ngeeann Poly.
Electronic and Computer Engineering[ECE]
Loves
His family,
His friends,
Everything that belongs to him.
Those that are true to me :D
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