Saw mi carrying tt guy?
It was a bloody guy.
I really thought it was a girl in the first place la!
Really like this blogskin comparing to the previous lame blogskin.
Look at me.
So manly right?
That goes without saying!
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
31stAUG10'!
btp!
exams round the corner.
stress is the only word in my dictionary la!
just faster faster clear all of them and relieve all the shit out of mi.
realized something very very demoralizing.
i cnt sing at all la!
was so bored i recorded my own 10 sec singing shitty voice.
my voice is like some small kid with half-broken voice plus nose block and a spoilt cd player.
how worst can anyone get further then my voice?
no matter how low or high i go it still SUCKS.
god..feeling so no-feel now.
how am i suppose to kick this no-feel shit out of my life?
maybe after exams?
i dunno.
being forced to drink soya bean by my papa.
heard tt soya beans increase female hormones.
i am already so skinny with no muscles and my singing sucks with exams coming.
plus already being slow at everything and no sports achievement.
going to turn 18 and still 45kg with all bones zero muscles.
taking nicotine isnt helping but in fact the opposite.
being single for so long with nobody to like and nobody likes and needs.
how messed up can my life get?
even airplanes cnt pretend to be a wishing star because i stay in the west.
jurong has nothing but dirty air from jurong island flowing towards us.
even the stars seem to to exist here.
pretend tt airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars?
cnt even find airplanes here how to pretend?
pretence is just another word to make you feel better.
i think i can run FML's company as president already.
where will my life get to?
if god ever gave mi a wish i would wish for another million wishes.
depressing eh?
for now just chiong for exams.
after clearing all of them with the best from mi hope things gets better.
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 7:00 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
18thAUG10'!
btp!
still at loft.
morning went home to take and change clothings.
fell asleep after packing up la
dun care dun care
mama bought breakfast for mi!
after tt came back loft again.
studied abit of del finding kluge sebastian!
good good teacher la
came back loft and dinner..
walked to market wif zhenghou until they said they at cold storage la!
so accompanied zhenghou wait for bus..
bus to kap find them.
headed to bukit timah plaza ntuc bought rest of de things.
bought alcohol oso.
speaking of alcohol!
went palas chalet de day before.
play play already came back
came back awhile ltr play play awhile more den sleep already.
now some recording their songs!
some learning guitar.
some blogging!
kahho and de rest found this song which is awesome!
This is us by Backstreet Boys!
wonderfully meaningful lyrics!
have to turn in early
tmr will have to study again
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 11:07 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Sunday, August 15, 2010
15thAUG10'!
btp!
at loft unit 1103!
just finished photoshoot wif de rest
photos almost all uploaded by them already.
went west coast park for mac lunch and la liang la liang!
bage sandra brought a ke ai sister along!
so from morning photoshoot she was wif us already.
after lunch climbed up de pyramid wif bage sandra lor
bage means bucktooth for your information!
alone in de room blogging and now de rest are back!
from their buying of stuff and eating they finally back.
helping them cook soon
abt time!
ja-na!
handwritten @ 4:45 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Saturday, August 07, 2010
7thAUG10'!
btp!
i want faster reach birthday la!
den can go faster faster take license
decided to take car first den bike!
at least tt lets my mama at ease
if possible to get car when i have license den dun take motor le
though friends here and there getting their bikes already!
so tempting la
learned abit abit on how to ride their bike!
tmr going meet wj vic they all
2 months plus plus nvr saw them le!
I WANT AND HAVE TO GET FATTER.
ppl i want liposuction wif you all la
transfer all your fats to mi
den can start training de fats to get results
why everything eat already keep shitting out!
i want de fats stored oso la
life seems just so unfair at times..
most of de time for mi.
everybody getting into relationships!
happy for them la
though some gets hurt throughout de process
tt helps them get stronger
find out more about themselves
oso getting a better partner in de future!
for mi everything stays de same!
no girls studies stressing and money problems
sometimes just hoped every single shit in my life just happen altogether
after tt everything will just gets smoother and better
but tt just will not be de case la
NANSHENG'S LIFE PLEASE GET BETTER!
abt time
ja-na!
you're the impossible. tts wat i feel.
handwritten @ 8:40 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
Tuesday, August 03, 2010
4thAUG10'!
btp!
after so long i decided to type in this box again
last post was year 2 sem 1 starting
this post is still in sem 1!
but semester 1 ending soon already la!
dun care dun care
this sem lots and lots of things happened
sad moments and happy moments..
playful moments and serious moments.
simply too too too too much to describe in this post
hence i will only talk about recent activities
loft stay was overwhelming!
tons of mix emotions.
i really dunno how to phrase it
just indescribable.
ECE chalet!
not bad
i dun mind staying there wif everyone for a period of time
except de fact tt all 20+ ppl using my only toothpaste!
fcuk you all la!
chalet ALL use mine.
loft OSO ALL use mine!
hong gan la
did i sound offensive?
i nvr la!
if any of you all, which i doubt none will read,
read this post..qing bu yao shen qi!
wo mei you zai ma ni men!
AND THIS SONG IS FCUKING NICE!
I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so
Onerepublic Secrets lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com.com/onerepublic-secrets-lyrics.html
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything
So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away
Secrets by OneRepublic!
themesong for socerer's apprentice!
went and watched it wif de ppl whu used my toothpaste
oso those whu all owe mi $12.50 of my copyright fee
ma na eh tahan chillac chillac rabat sia happy can already la eek eek!
total zun zun $12.50
ya hor!
still got ultimate pubor!
total would be $15 everybody!
now for de post tt starts at yesterday's yesterday
watched socerer's apprentice
before tt went to Astons for dinner!
after movie took bus wif standard ppl lor
jb and sandra
next day came!
went school went home
met jb and sandra for dinner
after dinner la liang la liang at sandra's estate
leon and company came awhile
returned mi some money and shortly after he left
continued la liang la liang wif jb and sandra
clock striked 12 plus and all headed home
received debarred edpr letter which i already noe
mama and papa was angry..
was my fault though.
very very important thing i learnt today!
respect would be one of de lackest quality i had for my parents..
thus changing for de much much much much better!
exams reaching soon
YOG 3 weeks holiday!
hope kahho's loft booking will be approved soon
3 weeks loft study we all coming le!
abt time!
ja-na!
you just wun understand how serious my feelings are for you.
handwritten @ 9:56 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++
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Boi Nan Sheng
M-18
Westwood Secondary, Ngeeann Poly, dismissed from Ngeeann Poly.
Electronic and Computer Engineering[ECE]
Loves
His family,
His friends,
Everything that belongs to him.
Those that are true to me :D
Hates
People who fake themselves infront of me.
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