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Monday, April 04, 2011

4thAPR11'!

btp!
officially dismissed from ngeeann!
ngeeann their dae [direct admission excercise] gum lan one.
really is chao cheebye.
even de lan jiao army letter oso nvr come my house.
they still dun want give mi chance go back ngeeann.
chao cheebye.
gan ngeeann ancestor all 18 generation la
they might as well go hong gan.
dunno wat lan jiao they thinking and doing.
although i was in de wrong at first.
not studying hard enough to get to de next sem.
but why they dun even want to give mi another chance?
after 6 cheebye months of waiting.
even de lan jiao army letter oso nvr come they oso dun want let mi go back study.
really dunno their cheebye brain and management doing wat lan jiao sia.
NGEEANN POLYTECHNIC, CAO NI MA DE CHEEBYE.
abt time!
ja-na!

handwritten @ 8:49 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++ Friday, March 11, 2011

11thMAR11'!

btp!
是她就是她凶手是她
把我的心绑架要我拿爱交换
她很傻她真傻她真的傻
爱早就放在那毫无保留给她
模仿她说话表情夸张
吃饭不加辣
我慢慢也被她同化
吃蛋糕也装惊讶
Touch my heart Touch my heart
心像冰淇淋渐渐融化
Touch my heart Touch my heart
穿透我所有的想法画面全都是她
是她吧是我吧巧合吧
每天造型很搭默契好到爆炸
模仿我搞笑像个傻瓜说着冷笑话
她慢慢也被我同化
卧蹭跟我一样大
Touch my heart Touch my heart
心被她甜蜜微笑秒杀
Touch my heart Touch my heart
她像我我像她就让爱把我们同化
Touch my heart Touch my heart
心像冰淇淋渐渐融化
Touch my heart Touch my heart
穿透我所有的想法画面全都是她
Touch my heart Touch my heart
心被她甜蜜微笑秒杀
Touch my heart Touch my heart
她像我我像她就让爱把我融化

罗志祥's Touch My Heart!
nice nice!
going meet wong weijie and company soon!
so long nvr see him already!
maybe going for dinner and movie?
meeting them now :D
abt time!
ja-na!

handwritten @ 5:48 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++ Monday, February 28, 2011

28thFEB11'!

btp!
爱越久越冷漠承诺也变泡沫
不联络慢动作顾不到温柔
爱脂肪积很多让我们的心里觉得难过
连呼吸沟通也不再灵活

请跟我走走走
看爱瘦瘦瘦
跟我抖抖抖
one more one more
让爱瘦瘦瘦
看爱 show show show
跟我跟我一直走一直走
一直走到能牵手的瘦
走走走
one more one more
在我左右
回到开始的时候
这隔膜这障碍甩掉不留
才能有空间去拥抱交流
营养爱要适当关心问候
要不然後悔也只能泪流
多余的无益的甩掉别留
爱需要时间为彼此加油
健康的爱才能走到永久
温馨的互动是第一需求!

罗志祥's new album new song!
was rather hesitant on buying his new album.
but i bought it at the end before the shop closed :D
i dunno whether is it just mi thinking too much.
everytime i support any band or artist by buying their album..
the next thing will be tt either they disappear from their media world..
or start going downslope from their career.
1st album ibought was 5566 after tt energy.
after buying their album both bands after awhile started not coming out albums..
eventually they are now not as popular or really disappeared from the media industry la!
after tt was JJ Lin.
bought his caocao album and after tt i didnt think his album and songs are as nice anymore.
i dun want this to happen to 罗志祥 la!
he is the only man i truly respect and am willing to use money to support his album now.
even though his song's download link was infront of mi before i bought his album :D
Show 罗志祥 is and will only be the one tt i use action as prove to support him :D
just reached home from jp!
went dinner with victor zhuangchen yonghui and leon!
after tt went and video them doing *cip and *volunteer work!
videoed them down too :D
after tt we hiong into centris!
didnt expect tt we could successfully hiong inside jp's centris :D
the scenery there was great!
didnt take photo cos it was dark and my iphone didnt had flash :p
relac relac awhile and went off.
all of us headed home afterwards :D
abt time!
ja-na!

handwritten @ 6:40 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++ Saturday, February 26, 2011

27thFEB11'!

btp!
working this few days as usual.
suppose to go piano's house today with leon but he's down with fever.
early in de morning loan adel $300 for his layup bike!
he bought it for $1000 straight cash and his SP is at his house already!
he found another good SP deal at $1100 price negotiable.
feel like getting a layup bike too!
just tt need to convince any of my parents if not i might just hiong? :D
suddenly missed all my secondary school classmates!
a few were the ones tt really made my life worthwhile during my secondary school times.
those were the ones tt we knew each other since sec 1 till sec 4!
some only got to know them from sec 3 onwards but all of them were great.
i really want to get back with them as a clique again..
but ever since O levels when i neglected them.
ignored their messages.
ignored their miss calls.
all of those mistakes tt i didnt knew i would regret till today.
i shouldnt have done those lousy stuff at them.
i still remembered after Os we went to sentosa and had fun..
tt day i was in quite a good but at the same time troubled mood.
because i wasnt as comfortable with them as before.
before i drift further and further from them.
the last day we spent together as a whole group from friends was on my 17 birthday.
i still remembered vividly the last bus ride with them.
i was ignoring all of them and only talking with the girls.
was still together with my ex tt day.
i even remembered one of them telling mi "see? we help you celebrate your birthday lei!".
during tt time when he was telling mi tt i was thinking..
is he telling mi tt this will be our last day going out together?
or is he telling mi tt we still want you as part of our clique?
till now then i realise he was signaling mi "hey! you are still in our clique!".
but i got the wrong signal.
the wrong meaning.
ever since 18 of November 2008 i have never went out with them as a clique.
not being part of them anymore.
why?
because of my own nonsensical attitude.
my own stubborness of not trying to apologise.
even though i contacted one of them a year ago asking them out for dinner.
tt dinner was good.
we went for pool afterwards.
got home and played dota together.
i thought with this i can start getting back together with them again but no.
all of my regrets piled up making mi feel so lousy even till today.
they only treat mi as a hi-bye friend since tt dinner we had together.
clique?
its already too late for mi.
this 3 years gap of time answered all the impossible hopes for mi.
i dun blame them even if they dont regard mi as a friend anymore.
since i am the one tt neglected them in the first place.
the one tt chose to leave them from the clique.
i really dunno if any of you guys will read this.
but if it happens i just want to tell you guys that..
i am sorry.

handwritten @ 7:56 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++ Monday, February 21, 2011

21stFEB11'!

btp!
time flies like a G6 bitches!
its already 2011 and my first post of the year :D
recently was busy with work so didnt post as often.
was sick the past few days.
down with some absurb fever plus diarrhea.
made mi felt totally irritated but i am over with those shit!
changed back to this blogskin!
the past blue cake blogskin was quite cute though but irritating as time goes by.
this blogskin is one of the nicest i found!
its currently 5.35pm and i am feeling AWESOME!
so decided to post with my awesomeness and awesome feel now :D
meeting leon and victor ltr on.
having yakun for dinner with them :D
this year nothing much really happen up till now.
new year went drinking with leon adel and zhuangchen.
CNY was not really bad during those 2 days!
had angbaos and everything.
only thing is tt this year we only went ah ma house.
cos my papa's aunty passed away last year so this year cnt celebrate cny.
bought what i wanted for very long!
my Nudie jeans!
Birkenstock's Florida and best of all..
罗志祥's STAGE T-Shirt!
contented till the brim :D
new year resolutions?
dun feel like saying it.
cos every year what i wished for die die wun come true :p
keeping things in my head would be better :D
abt time!
ja-na!

handwritten @ 1:27 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++ Wednesday, December 29, 2010

30thDEC10'!

btp!
was it this date?
or was it de date before today?
time really flies and it has already been 2 years since de one of de lousiest days.
i really dun want anybody to see this and i hope nobody does.
2 years ago something tt i did made mi felt like a loser till today.
i noe tt breaking up with you was my choice.
a moment of impulse tt i really hope tt i can change.
even if god takes away a few years of my life i wouldnt mind.
just let mi get back to tt impulsive moment.
i swear i will definitely change wat i said and talk things out in a nicer manner.
and i definitely noe tt things will change for de better for sure.
whenever i thought back to tt moment i always thought.
nansheng you can just go eat shit.
throw yourself down your window.
whenever i see you anywhere de feelings just kept piling up.
is it just mi missing those times or mi still loving you?
up till now i always wanted to ask you.
if tt moment was given another chance and we both noe its de last chance.
would you stop mi from breaking up with you?
i noe this question will forever be just a question without answers.
since your boyfriend and you now are happy together i shouldnt even think about this.
he can give you more den i can and i am sure both of you look great together.
having said this really feels complicated.
mix feelings?
but i am sure you will be happier. :)
abt time!
ja-na!

handwritten @ 10:49 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++ Sunday, December 26, 2010

27thDEC10'!

btp!
yesterday's yesterday was christmas!
posting in de middle of de night.
which means it is now early in de morning of todays date!
went universal studio with victor junguo zhuangchen and leon.
did alot of stuff there!
whatever you cnt think of we did it! :D
photos and videos soon to be uploaded to facebook!
went shiok shiok steamboat at bugis after universal studios!
walked to clark quay and waited one and a half hours for de bus.
because of victor buying 2 bottles of mineral water!
hence when they went into cheers de bus came and leon and i cnt put them airplanes!
and we all agreed it was victor's fault! :D
i noe he wun see this!
went home and slept.
next they which was yesterday had work.
after work went to find weijie adel and leon at nti.
supposed to find wenjie and kenny but no time.
heard they having camp tmr.
should not be able to go nobodt told mi and only heard it last minute from kenny.
i really dunno why nobody tell mi.
i noe nobody's going to see this.
but i just dun understand why they didnt call mi to go for camp.
at least if you guys dun want mi to go you should just tell mi.
but why not even a single person tell mi until kenny and wenjie did?
if my efforts for contributing is not recognized or whatever den so be it.
if really happens tt anybody saw this and got offended just come to mi.
say it straight in my face tt you guys dun want mi to go for de camp.
or whatever lame reasons you all try to come up with just tell mi.
dun say tt i am working and dun want to disturb mi.
tts shit.
you guys will noe tt i will be able to come and take leave from my work if i want to.
and if you guys made any of de effort.
i noe tt wenjie and kenny have de heart to tell mi.
and i really dunno why de others didnt.
end of complain! :D
lols!
complain until forget where i stopped.
after nti went ride leon's bike for awhile!
de kick start was de hardest part :p
starting de bike and changing gear was still fine.
went weijie house there la liang la liang awhile!
talked and talked! :D
went had hokkien mee for supper and walked home with adel.
cleared up some long lost misunderstandings with him!
some other stuffs like some not worth mentioning pig owing ppl money.
just wish tt person faster gets back her money.
dun feel like detailing out de rest! :D
abt time!
ja-na!

handwritten @ 10:41 AM
+++ Hope never ends with Death +++